Last month on the recommendation of a friend I went to see a physic/medium, something way out of the norm. I spent an hour talking with this woman that claimed she can communicate with loved ones that have passed. Overall it was a very touching experience to sit and talk with her, a school teacher by day and weekend medium.
I learned many things. What has been coming up lately is that my ‘spirit guides’, the ‘mother’ energies which means my spirit guides are probably my mother and grandmother. “Your spirit guides showed up before you got here”, she told me as I sat down.
I’m not going to go all over all the details, but what is coming up now is that my mother and my grandmother help me pick out my clothes. She described my coat rack that stands by my mirror and told me that colors are vibrational. My guides go with me into the closet and help me select clothes. The vibration of color is important for me, it’s protective.
If you are in Austin and happen to see me at the store, which is basically the only place I go, I will be brightly dressed. Yesterday I wore a saucy red dress with a mustard colored jacket and numerous beaded necklaces. Today I went to the farmers markets with mixed patterns and colors. Everyone else is dressed in sweats, jeans, yoga pants. All dark colors and here is me.
I find it amusing that I am doing this.
What else is there to do? 🙂
So last night and this morning I was not feeling good. Upon standing I felt slightly dizzy and tired. Since I am not working and the only thing I do is go to the store there is not much reason to feel tired. I decided to go to bed very early after taking a ton of Chinese herbs and zinc. Morning time came I felt no better and I had an additional symptom of a tickler back of throat. I took more herbs and then some more herbs. Currently, all symptoms are not there and I have energy again. I’m a bit nervous so I’m back in bed after making an amazing breakfast with a ton of veggies.
Today was going to be a video day, but it will have to be Sunday or Monday.
I’m inspired to do something…
I’m just thinking out loud here….
Thoughts come to me such as that we cannot ignore what is happening to the world right now. Feeling really turned on during these times…well….it would be a lie to say that I am in an extremely sexual mood self isolating and to show you that lie by simply fucking myself with a dildo. This means that part of my experience I will be sharing with you will be finding that part of me that wants to open and orgasm. I think it will be very good for both of us. Maybe it will be very evident or subtle. Either way I have a good feeling about it.
Please take care of yourselves.
I love you all.
I’m off to nap with Ninja.